why am i so shy around you.....?

another rainy day by corrine bailey rae. i just can stop listening to this song. i love her voice. its so soothing.. ive always liked " like a star" by her but i think i like this song better.. heres the song on youtube.

lol

so i jokingly promised that i would write this..... me and my friends were at tim hortons(hot spot in pickering) and we were going home and 3 other people were in the car as one of my other friends was in his car. So he drives away and my friend in the back seat tries to wave bye but he smashed his hand on the window thinking it was open. It was a "you had to be there moment" to really find it funny. thats it LOL

6 in the morning?

next semester is pretty shitty.... like even worse then last semester.i have not 1 not 2 but 3 810 classes. which means i have to wake up at 6 am just to catch the bus to those classes. i was complaining about it last semester when i had one 810 but now 3. but thing is i end relatively early on those days so its not too bad. but why 810?

i stay up late to do nothing

on some nights im just awake really late for no reason at all. im just watching the tube or on my computer just going to the same old sites i always go to. it really annoys me that i think about it. im just up late looking at nba.com or some muay thai sites or on youtube. it getting old. i either need to learn to sleep earlier or do something productive. i wish that pickering had a nightlife. somewhere to go at night when people are bored. other than TIM HORTONS. F*ckthatsh*t lol. yeah im not really the one to party either but i donno. i guess i just have to wait till i fall asleep for now. like when i went to new york and italy there were always places to just walk around enjoy the city. ????donno what to do????

travel

I've been watching a show called departures lately and it makes me want to go and do some traveling. i just love the feeling of getting ready for a trip. the packing the excitement of just leaving home and going to a new place or a place youve been to before. I havent really been anywhere in a long time. last year i didnt really travel because i had to work and what not. but now im basically out of work so i would like to either go on a road trip or just travel to a foreign place ive never seen. it just seems that home right now is getting boring. i need to be out somewhere. i just always need to be out of the house because when im at home i feel like im just wasting time. thats why i either go out for runs or go to the gym. i just need something new. something fresh.

New season Of the ultimate Fighter

Its the new season of the ultimate fighter! all the drama and action that all the previous seasons have had combined into one super mega ultra season... which makes it the best ever show ever produced. check it out
part 1

part 2

Time

Its may 16 and its almost my birthday.... I actually dont like my birthday lol. I have a weird feeling every single time my birthday is near. Dont know why. Im 18 right now and im going to turn 19 in about 13 days. It feels weird because 19 is soooo old. think about it... once im 19 one more year and IM 20 OMG. lol jeeesus. its messed. time just flys by you sometimes and you dont even know where it goes. around this time next year im 20. i feel like im going to have so much crap put on me. like im gonna be done school to. I have no idea what im going to do. Because im not sure if i want a full time job right away. I might want to take some time. Maybe travel. before im too old. you know? Also when you turn 19. In canada, you are legal to drink alcohol.. for all the people reading that aren't from Canada.... I rarely drink anyways so thats not really a big deal. MAy 29... i hate it

OLD school in 2009

I was listening to my buddys ipod, and i was flipping through the songs and whatever. Then i heard some old school stuff that i thought was really good. So I asked him what the song was called and he told me it was by a dude named Mayer Hawthorne. The thing about it is it wasnt old at all.... the songs were made this year. Some dope shizzle > The song is called When I Said Goodbye

PLAYOFFS

The nba playoffs are on now.. well they've been on for a while now but its now the conference semifinals. There has been a few good series on recently. The Boston/Chicago series was probably the best series i've seen so far. but it would have been better if chicago would have won, but whatever. Right now for me the conference finals look like its going to host cleveland vs. I hope orlando ( i hate boston) for the east. And in the west Lakers (even though houston doesnt have yao) vs Denver. Then to the FINALS i think its going to be Cleveland vs Denver. Sorry laker and boston fans. but that is whats going to happen. I hope the con. Finals and the finals actually play on regular t.v. Because the past few games havent been on. DAMN TSN2!!! AND I THINK CLEVELAND IS GOING TO TAKE THE WHOLE THING GOSH DARN IT!

You Don't Know My NAME!

Its a pretty old track, but i recently heard it again. i really enjoy listening to it. Alicia keys is a talented artist and i dont think she gets enough recognition for the music she puts oout. Heres the video....... enjoy

Done!>

ITS a little late but IM Done first year! hooray! now I'm on summer break, i sleep, eat, train, hangout and work on sundays. So far summer break has been going pretty decent. But tomorrow I start summer school. BOO. its only one day a week but whatever. its really shitty because its 6:10 pm to 10:40 pm. it would be better if it was in the morning but who really cares... because its summer. i really want to go somewhere this summer. Like a road trip or a beach, somewhere i can get some R and R. anyways... PEACE

Reach for the moon

Something on my mind is. Are you ever too old to be able to achieve something? is there an age limitation to doing something. after i think about it, i came to a conclusion and that conclusion is> No. Just work hard and achieve what you want. Because if you shoot for the moon and you miss.... you still amongst those stars

Its that time of year

Yeah havent posted in a lonnnggg time but here we go. Its officially spring right now and the weather is getting a bit better. So its time for me to get outside and be more active. Play some basketball, run more often and what ever.. just stay outside instead of inside. Its a bit gloomy outside right now but its better then minus 20 weather with a pack of snow. RIGHT?. yeah I'm done school in a few days, that means a 4 month summer BREAK. Its ridiculous, I've never had that much time off before, I dont know what I'm going to do with all that time. I know I dont want to work but I kinda have to. whatever maybe ill find a better job.. hopefully. Well thats it for now PEACE

Slumdog Millionaire

For all you people that haven't seen Slumdog millionaire, I highly recommend. I watched it on my computer today, but I regret doing that. I should have actually either watched it in theaters or actually watched a high quality bootleg version lol. Yeah.. it basically starts off with Jamal(the main character) getting tortured. And later you find out its because they think he cheated on the show who wants to be a millionaire. So the movie then shows Jamal on the indian version of who wants to be a millionaire. And every single question that they ask him he knows (except for one or two). He knows all the answers because of his past experience. He is questioned by the police of how he knows the answers and just simply replies "i just knew them". When he is asked every question it goes into a flash back. And every single question tells a little bit of his life story. I've been hearing about this movie a lot, so I decided I needed to watch it. Especailly on the oscars, almost every award was taken by Slumdog Milloinaire. It deserved a lot of those awards.

Results of working hard

Have you ever worked hard for something, and the results were not what you expected? Some people say that if you work hard for it, you will eventually get it. Sometimes that's not the case. There are times that I work hard for things and I still end up doing bad. Really pisses me off.lol Its because there are people out there that barely try and still do better then you. But it only happens sometimes. I still believe that if you work hard you will succeed. Its just those random times that you do work hard and still fail that really annoys me.

Work

I don't know if I told you guys where I work, but I'm going to tell you now. I work at Sobeys in the seafood department. I've been working there for about 6-7 months. And I hate it, I really need a new job. I just don't like the fact that I smell everyday and I get wet in the process of closing the department. I want to quit but I really need the money. I need the money for food(because I am in college and spending money is inevitable) and for the gym and other stuff. There is just certain things that piss me off. 1) the smell, 2) getting wet 3) stuck up customers that come to buy fish when I already put everything at the back. 4) money it pays. minimum wage for the shit i have to put up with. should get payed more. And yeah all that. Lol thing is I'm at school to, I don't really feel like working on my days off school. It actually pisses me off that I have to go to work somedays lol. I have to go to work in about 30 minutes...... ps i hate cooking lobsers.

No Idea

I haven't posted anything in a while. I just have no time for this blogging stuff anymore with school, the gym and doing nothing. I just ran out of ideas to write about. Nothing really interesting is going on with me right now, so yeah that why I haven't posted anything. I'll start this thing up again when I have stuff to write about. Thats it....

Tattoos

More people I know are either getting tattoos or want to get a tattoo. I don't know if I would ever get one. Just because I don't think I could get one and be happy with it for the rest of my life. I think if i would get a tattoo I would eventually regret getting it. Some people just get tats for the hell of getting one. To look cool or to show of to their friends. Some people have certain tats that actually mean something though. A few years ago I really wanted a tat, but now not so much. But if I were to get one. I would get a Buddhist tattoo... yeah, I know I'm not even Buddhist, but I think they just look nice. And that's if I'd ever get one. I highly doubt it though. Your skin is more beautiful then any tattoo.

Random thoughts Numero dos

I know I said I'd post in the next week but whatever I have nothing to do. So its 2009 and I'm starting to feel old. Where does the time go? In five months I'm 19, it feels weird...... Yeah in my previous post I talked about my quest to Scarborough town center. And I'm doing pretty well with getting in shape to do it. On the days I'm not at the gym I'm running 10-12 km. My new sneaks are doing good they don't really hurt my feet like my other ones did..... Yeah so on Wednesday I'm going back to school, I'm not to excited to go back. I like just loafting around and doing nothing at home. But a mans gotta do what a mans gotta do. Hopefully my semester isn't too hard, but i doubt it. I've just been chilling on the computer or watching T.V when I'm not at the gym or running. My new favourite show is indeed Entourage. Very good show, its basically about a movie star and his friends and stuff like that. Lol its more interesting then that. I just don't feel like explaining it. I watch it on demand and whatever. And I watched one episode its the one where Vince goes to the music vid for the girl he likes and drama breaks up with his Girlfriend and E is doing his thing trying to sign the two writers. So I watch the episode the ending credits go on and the music goes on. Its pretty good. heres the song. its called If i ever feel better by phoenix... ps it has a real video. I just don't like it